Aeris-13

Hey everyone! Hope the holidays will bring you all much joy and relaxation! I'm sure everyone's looking forward to a little bit of peace and quiet, and some well deserved putting up of the feet. It's been ages since I updated my journal, and well, so much has happened since June, that I won't even begin to get into it, but as we closer to the holidays and the new year, I have to say that this year brought me so many new experiences, so much exploration and education, self-actualization... It's been a year of growth in many ways. Just wanted to wish everyone everything that is good as we slide into the holidays, and wish all of you the very

Assignment for class. The topic was open. Enjoy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-DdZ2xIHL4

Not one for now, but one for good. Where does that leave me now though? When I have so much to give and want nothing more than to give it. Why not? A horrible question. I'm alright, I really am. I think. He thinks. I'm guessing, to make it better. 'Don't wait'. I'm trying not to, I walk by you with blinders, but much good that does me. I don't just 'see' you, I know you, I feel you. But I'll walk, with my blinders, to coffee and drinks and film and late nights and dreams without you and pray that I forget the past. But who am I kidding. I don't want to forget; I just want. I'm greedy and selfish and I want it all. Tomorrow night will be new.